5 – Summary was clear

The bout was gone, but summary was clear – Everything that I know till date is merely an inconsequential hoax. A sham or a sheer useless object when it comes to solving the most fundamental mystery – of life and death. Everything around that I knew so far seemed like mere illusions of castles in […]

4 – What do I do


Once again, I found all the habitual enjoyments and everything I am doing or plan to do in near term as completely inconsequential. I am blank again. I do not know what is right and what is wrong. I feel suffocating. I do not know what to do. My mind is no more working. O […]

3 – Optimal solution


The only other hope for me was the domain of spiritualism. What modern science cannot observe through its meters and scopes, a spiritual person can decipher through introspection and spiritual knowledge. Very closely associated was the concept of religion. I was born in Kolkata, the den of communism in India and was exposed to two […]

1 – The Bouts


I woke up in the night and found myself sweating profusely. I felt like being choked. My mind felt all blank in fear. It was again one of those bouts…