Quran and Bible were my great hopes. But I was more disappointed than ever. I was even closer to death and had still no clue to those bouts. Read the 8th part of my story.
I kept that puzzle aside and explored some other facets to see if I get more clues from there. I read Bible and Quran. My study of Quran was a significant turning point of my life.
I picked up Bhagvat Geeta. I found it to be a brilliant piece of philosophy. It soon became my workbook. I found my situation quite similar to Arjun. And the answers given by Krishna were quite profound.
The bout was gone, but summary was clear – Everything that I know till date is merely an inconsequential hoax. A sham or a sheer useless object when it comes to solving the most fundamental mystery – of life and death. Everything around that I knew so far seemed like mere illusions of castles in [...]
Once again, I found all the habitual enjoyments and everything I am doing or plan to do in near term as completely inconsequential.
I am blank again. I do not know what is right and what is wrong. I feel suffocating. I do not know what to do. My mind is no more working. O God, [...]
